I see your blue eyes Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to When I'm not around you

Kev has been gone for almost 10 days now. Watching him leave was the hardest part. I've actually been doing surprisingly well. Well except for when I stay up too late, or I think about how much I ache to see him or to be in his arms....or just to be NEAR him even.....sometimes just when I breathe. In those moments all I can do is pray. Because I promised that whenever I thought about him or started to miss him I had to pray for him. And in those praying moments, my last thoughts to Jesus usually conclude with a "And PLEASE Lord, let him hurry up and marry me already. Amen." 10 days down....18 to go.